Wish I can see life in rose tinted glasses
Childhood ended quick, feels like it never lasted
Writing words was something I hated, now its becoming a passion
For some reason my dreams are getting bury before me, in a casket
Having trouble in letting go, I really need a heart of stone
Hate being attached to someone that’s never promise, breaks the hold
And I don’t see the point of cheating
That’s why we’re turning into the non-believers
Keep on striving, keep on dreaming
Then one day our hope should kill the demons

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The Verdict

I don’t truly know what I want anymore
Is it happiness, is it love, still can not be sure
Just sitting in dark room contemplating my thoughts
Lines are getting blurs, don’t know what should be fought for
Tensions are risings, the young start dying
If the money isn’t going to them, then I ain’t buying
My mind state may still be a little off
But what isn’t crooked in this world, was God a little off
I try to not use his name in vain
At times I feel I’ve gone insane
But if my question aren’t being answer, then who am I to blame

I feel that everything is wrong with me
Too blind that my mom can’t see
Thats something is really wrong with me
Everthing feels like a lie to me
But I try not to overthink it to much as it gets worse
They told me I should just go to church
But that place even makes shit worse
And Im not trying to denounce any religion
Im just trying to make the right decisions
But I keep it to myself cause no one listen
My thoughts are only what I depend in

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Apart (But Still Together)

You know i just decided to let you go
But you dont care, so i decided to not let it show
Its impossible to not forget all the memories that we created
Sometimes I wish i can turn back time and re-lived the same shit
But erase all the moments when we decided to break it
Times moved on and its time for me to do the same
But there will always be a special for you in my heart, its like you tat your name
So many things left unsaid
So many letters left unread
We’re only still together in my dreams, when the sun’s dead

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don’t leave

I dont want anyone to go, not before i tell you i love you first
We can’t escape death, I know the fucking truth hurts
We’re not given much time, but that makes it precious
I dont believe i can say enough for you to get the message
You see ,Im costantly stressing, still battle with my demons
I have to ponder every night on whether life has a meaning
I feel like no one will ever understand me
I wasn’t raise on what society wants me to be
Cause hell, I don’t know whats the point
I will I can blow all my problems away please somebody pass a joint
But i dont do drugs, so i must find another route
The closes I get to clourse is to vent from the mouth

Don’t know if i speak the truth, when my facts are opinions
I need some help, but i dont believe in spiritual healings
Im so lost, don’t know if i should pray upon the cross
But why would praise the place where a man’s life was lost
So misguided, the truth i wish I can find it
Cause life, this is the closes you can get to hell, without the fire that is
I hoping one day I can get the feeling
Whats it really loving the person you’re being

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Into a pit a darkness that lies within
Never before seen and without an end
The only reason I’m living in this life of sin is to experience the trials, and trust me it’ll soon begin
People wonder why don’t stay soical
The stress is killing me when its not suppose to
Depress when I see them holding hands
Theres no worse feeling than feeling less of a man
Im a puzzle that can never find the pieces to be complete
They repeat it like the same old song, just beat it
My existence is starting to come into question
Unidentified but died from all of the stressing
Overthinking, forgetting the simpliest things
Started when I was a teen and I never been the same

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